waiting for lover who will never come, oh silly

i remember when i found him but i just watching from the back,. “my god, that’s him! >_<”

i really wanted to run and hug from the back, but i was afraid..that was so close,.but i felt so much distances between us..

i remembered how i was so deep into someone,.. :’)

wow i’m so melancholic now hehe,. let’s just try to forget the pain., ♥ ♥ ♥

well what do you know? yes i’m back with my bf.

we were separated for a months , i also had another boy but heart can’t lies..

i gave him another chance, last chance..

thank’s Allah, he’s back..

Won a Trip to Japan Free all expense with your beloved one?

and exclusively met the producer of Resident Evil? Tokyo Game Show free pass for two?

]]> http://debisucha.wordpress.com/2010/05/30/329/feed/ 3 dsucha sambal asakusa peace contrast me likesummer couple :) persv kobayashi diary1 diary2 http://debisucha.wordpress.com/2010/05/28/321/ http://debisucha.wordpress.com/2010/05/28/321/#comments Fri, 28 May 2010 02:54:40 +0000 dsucha http://debisucha.wordpress.com/?p=321 ]]> So this is how it feels
when i try my best but don’t succeed
when i get what i want but not what i need.
when i feel so tired but i can’t sleep..

and the tears come streaming down my face
when i lose something i can’t replace..,
when i love someone but it goes to waste..
could it be worse?

and high up above or down below
when i’m too in love to let it go
but i never try i will never know..

]]> http://debisucha.wordpress.com/2010/05/28/321/feed/ 1 dsucha Kanvas2 http://debisucha.wordpress.com/2010/03/17/dear-mom-dad-d/ http://debisucha.wordpress.com/2010/03/17/dear-mom-dad-d/#comments Tue, 16 Mar 2010 18:58:32 +0000 dsucha http://debisucha.wordpress.com/?p=308 ]]> Dear Deby Suchaeri

I would like to personally congratulate you on making it to a very select short list of only 10 photographers per category for the 2010 Sony World Photography Awards.

Your work has been selected for the short list in the amateur Natural History category for your image Hypnodelic.

In total, over 43,700 images were entered into the amateur competition and your work has stood out above the rest and has been rated amongst the top ten photographers, in your category, by the Honorary Judging Committee of this year’s Awards.  This is a huge achievement – congratulations. By being shortlisted, your image will be exhibited at the SWPA exhibition in Cannes as well as be printed in the official 2010 SWPA Book.

The shortlist and your name will be announced to the international press today, February 23rd, and your work will be listed on our website on a homepage gallery.  To view the gallery, please visit www.worldphotographyawards.org.

The winner of each category will be announced in Cannes at the 2010 Sony World Photography Awards ceremony on the 22nd of April, 2010.

Please also accept our invitation to attend the Sony World Photography Awards from the 22nd – 27th of April. We are happy to offer you 50% off tickets to the awards and festival at just £15.   Do let us know if you will choose to join us.  If you win in your category, you will of course receive these for free and either be reimbursed or given your ticket in Cannes.

Jill Cotton from our press team will also be in contact soon to organise potential press opportunities for your commended work.

Once again Congratulations and Good Luck!

Sincerely,

Astrid Merget
Creative Director – World Photography Organisation

Alhamdulillahhh
untuk yg keduakalinya shortlisted..,
walopun blm tentu menang (pasti gabakalan dah!!) hehe tp udah seneng bgt..

*tapi bantu doa nya yak teman2 hehehhee*

For my beloved MOM & DAD,
with love.

<3 <3 <3

I’ve got so much to tell you guys..
but it’s late already, i need to sleep early coz i don’t wanna get sick *again* uhh.. seriously, i was ill last week, thank god i’m getting better today.
First i thought i got swine flu! *knockin wood*

Anyways, what am i going to do in the next 2 weeks are:
1. Finishing all those tight-deadline jobs
2. CLEAN UP MY MESSY ROOM!!
3. Escaping to the paradise! BALI i’m coming!!
Yaaay!

I will talk to you later =D

*Oh anyways, i cut my hair off to medium! and colored it dark brown xP*

medium1

medium2

<3

my stomach hurts so bad,.

and so do my throat, i’m coughing too., =(

Here i made something for my ‘poor’ blog..,

Yay!

<3

I was ill but i have to keep my hands busy ( if not, i will start pulling off my hair again, i haven’t tell you about my habit.. yes, it’s trichotillomania, will post about it soon >.< ).

So yeah,. =)

Bangsawan itu bilang aku menapak dengan langkah narcissus.
dengan ketus ia ucap tak becus

Malam ini aku duduk diatas kursi merah.. lagi.. berulang..
Di depan kotak bercahaya.
Dengan papan tuts jariku berkarya.

Disebelahku terduduk pula bayangan
mungkin sebongkah.

Dan kami berdua sesekali melempar pandangan ke luar jendela..
Penglihatan ku persis sama dengan mu wahai bayangan..

Aku melihat..
Biru berundak..,
Dan sesekali kau menambahkan..
“Aku pun melihat.. Hijau padat..”
Aku melihat..
Roh roh itu terlepas..
Dan sesekali kau menambahkan..
“Aku pun melihat.. Roh itu tersimpan”

Apa yang terlihat ketika mata memejam?
Mengapa banyak sekali manusia sok tau?
Aku ingin didengar, aku benar!
Untuk apa aku menunggu?
Akankah datang masa bagi-ku?

Mengapa aku terlahir sebagai seorang pemimpi..,
Dimana bumi bukanlah wadah untuk bermimpi..,

Dan aku melayang sendiri serupa malaikat murung..,
Perasaanku begitu gaib..,
Kembalikan aku..,
Kembalikan aku..,